prom comm

We are doing the spirit day fundraiser tomorrow, that should be a great success. I feel bad because I keep missing meetings but at the same time I'm missing everything because all the stuff I'm involved in is having these huge events and then everything outside of school work is going crazy and I'm just feeling very overwhelmed and stressed right now to the point where I'm just shutting down. But I feel like I should be pushing myself harder because I dropped so many activities already. And now the chili idea is going to be canceled because me and every other prom comm member forgot to sign up and I was really looking foreword to it and I feel bad that we let the Hyers down and I feel bad because I'm letting all my other clubs down, and I missed my 3+ early app deadlines, and I'm barely getting homework done, and my ee is a mess, and I keep losing and forgetting things, and teachers keep putting all major assignments on the same day, and my whole at home life is driving me crazy, and golf is coming to a close and I keep missing school events, and I still don't have a licence, and now I'm rambling about things that have nothing to do with prom comm except that their keeping me from it. So I don't know what to do about prom comm except hang on to it desperately and hope everything settles down.